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Saturday 18 May 2013

Blank

是我变冷漠了吗?
还是我变无情了?
一个又一个人在我的面前掉泪
一开始会跟着痛哭,
慢慢的只会默默流泪,
现在呢?
眼泪在眼睛里打转,
让自己把它吞会进肚子里
想在有机会的时候才哭出来
可是,现在我尽然哭不出来
哭不出的感觉原来是这样的
是不是因为一直让自己忘记呢
感觉很空很空
真的感觉好像在发梦一样
很希望快点睁开眼睛
好像什么事都没发生一样
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我要坚强
我会坚强的

Friday 17 May 2013

I am backed

Right, I am backed.


Never though that will I miss here so much, 
Dear bloggie, I am still love you
Sorry for ignoring you for such a long time, a lot of things have changed when I wasn't here
And I couldn't catch up with all those chances
Something stuck inside my heart and make me hard to breath
I feel suffocated
I am tired
 Struggling with those emotion that hide at the bottom of my heart
I wanted to shout, wanted to let go of all the thoughts, and be happy again
but I cant
It is not that I am trying to hide or cheat, I just don't know what are they
A lot of problems crashed me again and again this semester, I am not sure for how long I can hold myself
But one thing to be sure is I will not breakdown easily
I promise I will stay strong and be happy in every moment I can


"Even when the moon looks like it's waning,it's actually never changing shape. Don't ever forget that."
- Ai Yazawa