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Friday 10 June 2016

Me as a Chigga vs Me as a Genius

I have two groups of friends that I am greatly committed in. I will call them my childhood friends and my adulthood friends. 

Childhood friends are my Jalan Empat (J4) gang. Addressed them my childhood friends because we grow up together and have been friend since we in the age of 12. I am 25 this year. 

Chigga in Me #chiggaforlyfe 

Alright, if you are wondering what Chigga means, it is actually an abbreviation for Chinese Nigga. Copyright reserved to J4 gang lol.

I don't really remember the origin of this idiot word, may be it's something like, one day we subconsciously notice we talked so loud in the public like the Chinese BAHAHAHAHA and keep asking 哪个哪个 which sounds like Nigga. Put everything together it becomes Chinese Nigga, in short Chigga wth hahahahahaha

So, hanging out with my Chigga I feel..

1. That we have similar vision in career development.



The seventeen-year-old us. First photo is us in our weekly Chinese class. Ron is a banana so he wasn't in.

We studied together. Education we have received and majored are almost the same (except the 2 betrayers who did engineering) We coincidentally further ourselves in health science like Amy is doing pharmacy, TJ is doing Nursing, Bra doing Biomedics and myself doing Bioin, not related but currently working in the hospital due to personal interest lol.

Since we are in the same pool, when it comes to career discussion, we complement each other. Hopefully get to help each other as well!  =D

2. Simple





Chiggas are not very street smart am sorry to say that hahahaha. May be they are but I can tell the street-smart mode have been switched off when we hang out together. I find myself become much more innocence and simple when I am with them. They always find happiness and laughter in little things. They manage to influence me and keep me remind that I come from a very blessed environment which is very true.

"你们很傻,哈哈哈” - quoted by the kid after he joined one of our yum cha sessions which as always filled with stupid lame jokes and teasing hahahahaha




3. Consistence Support

We celebrate each other birthday. We attend each other convocation. We join each other family occasion. And the happiest thing is everyone seems to get more and more committed to our relationship.




We have a thing for balloons don't we hahahaha








Adulthood friends are my geniuses. They are a bunch of crazy persons I met in my university. Addressed them as adulthood friends because I met them after my puberty LOL.

Genius in Me #KK8GeniusGang


We come from different states, different family background with different stories and experiences, majoring different studies.. But, there is one thing in common, WE KIASU wtf hahahahahaha

From the name you can tell already right HAHAHA

Hanging out with my Genius, I feel..

1. Power LOL



Genius is VERY complicated in term of our private life and dark side. Almost all of us have our own secret story to tell, has experienced different challenges and hardships. Which have also shaped who we are today. We can deal, in fact, we faced and solved problemSssss together and they always manage to boost up my confidence level like rocket.

Until I am confidence enough to tell that, whatever shit you give to us, it will end up nicely as a cake wth

2. Flexible support

We don't meet and hang out everyday but we somehow has the mutual understand that everyone is just one-call-away. Except the one in the east, may be need to wait a bit because of Air Asia endlessly delay. No la, she has never been away for me =)
Selangor is not their hometown so we all know that support from friends is very important!





3. Crazy

Craziness of the gang is beyond your imagination. Because of you guys, I experienced wildness thank you very much HAHAHAHA. 可是也谢谢你们我多了很多看了我想死的照片 *bang head to the wall*



I always love the thought of our wildness and craziness are contagious and it makes everyone around us happy =D






Each of them play a very different role in my life. I wouldn't compare as every single ones are irreplaceable. And I know they are ones that I will treasure for the rest of my life. 

I still remember..

The first person I called during the incident is Manji, I need his help to get to the accident spot. He did. And he and Jun were there for me throughout the days. From morning to night. They never leave me alone. They were there, driving me around, keeping me accompanied, supporting me when I collapsed. They were as exhausted as I was but they never leave. 

I have my phone conversation with Mel the next day morning. I told her I have no regret with the bear and we cried together over the phone.

Chye Mei dropped by the second night. We overnight together at his place. I fried my very first sunny side up for him during his prayer. It was burnt but she complimented i did a great job and she hugged me to sleep with lights on on his bed that night. 

My J4, them were there. Everyone of them. My mind was somewhere else but I saw them whenever my eyesight searched for them. They were all there during the last day of funeral. Arm on shoulder, in a circle, we said we will always be there for each other. 

The first laugh ever since I lost him was given by Brian. He said something stupid mistakenly and it made me laughed. I still remember the feeling because i have been crying so much my heart ache very much when I laughed.  

I have my first outing with Amy, Ron, Alex and Lucelia. They brought me for breakfast at Antipodean Bangsar. They said we could hang out together whenever I need companion.

My genius came to my house on the first day of uni reopen. We went to Pizza Hut for dinner and we went to Sungai Chua hill to chill out with night scenery. 

Huini bought me snacks and chocolates as she said sweet stuffs bring happiness.

Nyak and Yih Hai offered to give me a ride back home whenever they saw me I shed tears.

TJ and KY kept me accompanied after my Christmas party breakdown. I couldn't sleep, I was attacked by emptiness and they kept me accompanied. Not physically but we texted through Line.

Mel, Weiqi and Nyak went to his house with me days after. We had dinner together and we chit chatted with the parents. 

And a lot more..

It is because of them i feel that God didn't really being harsh to me. Instead, I am blessed and thankful for their presence in my life.

有些人一直不停的寻找到一个可以真正谈心的朋友。而我,竟然有一堆。 

Thank you people. I love you guys.




Wednesday 8 June 2016

Gao Dim #2 and To Be Gao Dim #5


Because I am leaving the company in 11 days. My boss has stopped assigning projects to me except those super minor task like buying Hari Raya card for their royalty program but i ended up buy nothing but ice cream for myself. No la just kidding that was me back in Taiwan but the buy nothing is a true story. Gonna buy it later after work. #ToBeGaoDimNo1

So before i bored to death, imma blog a little on what am I up to recently.

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Nothing *DyingOnTable.jpg*

My life is so damn boring now omg. It basically rotates in this way: Wake up > Work > Feeling bored > Lunch > Feeling bored > Home > Dinner > Feeling bored > Sleep.

As compared to earlier, I have much more time for myself to plan what I wanna do when I am officially unemployed but I am not. T__________T

Is it true? I don't know hahaha. In fact, I do have a (few) plan(s) whereby I will off to Pulau Tioman in end of June for a week! Kinda confirm as I heard deposit has been made. #GaoDimNo1



What am I doing there? Yeah, you can tell from the picture hehehe. I wouldn't put much expectation, just in case I will disappoint later and and and I will mourn for my fair skin wuuwuuwu. Still, I can't wait for it! =D

Oh ya, just thought of need to buy my delay period pills Zzzz. #ToBeGaoDimNo2

Then the following week,early of July I will be in Hatyai! Payment all done so #GaoDimNo2. Always heard people going there for getaway but I have never been there. So I immediately said yes when Aunty asked me to even though I really dislike long journey bus ride =/ My mum also keep pouring me cold water by complaining Hatyai sucks wth




Since I am free, I am so organizing a genius annual trip with my crazy buns in one of the weekend in July! #ToBeGaoDimNo3 I really really hope the attendance will be great. Ever since i started to work I notice the bond between us is getting weaker =/

Random though, I wanna write an entry on Me as a genius vs Me as a J4 #ToBeGaoDimNo4

Anyway, current tentative plan is 23,24 July to Pulau Pangkor! Problem is I haven't tell the gang a single shit. Arghhhhhhhh







































But what after this? Am I going to study or continue to work?

I wanted to study. I have found interesting topics in IMU but I do not have enough savings to pay for my course fees. And I am not sure whether it is worthy for me to loan for it. I can't justify. I will need to pay off 28k for my degree, and I will need to loan a 40k for my master. Total 68k. How long I will need to work to pay that off?

Yes, I can go for government for my master. Half the price,20k. Problem is I want UM only and the science faculty is so poor my master friend kinda force to stop her RAship and graduate instead of convert her research into PhD.

P/S: When I say wanna study means I want to get my doctorate. Academician is my second choice, first choice will be back to the relevant corporate world and run the research department or business.

As for working, ever since I tendered my resignation there are a few opportunities for me to explore. The offers are indeed good but I do not want to involve myself further in sales. Not now. I do not mind organizing events and planning program but not sales. So I eventually turned them down. Tomorrow I am meeting my another-hope-for-clinical-related-job-pic. Her background is dietetic instead of business.

I know they are looking for someone to take care of the eye centre operation. I am going to request the centre to kick start a research department and I will be the one who take care of it. I do not mind the extra job, I just want to try and get involve. BTW, the centre I am mentioning is under the same company I am working now hahaha, that's why I know I can handle the operation side cause I know everyone in the clinic HAHAHA.

Alright, decision will be made tomorrow. I hope. #ToBeGaoDimNo5