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Tuesday 8 October 2013

Throwback PKC photo shooting

 Having my dry lab now but I super ade mood to blog
Because I have came across with some super funny photo that make me LAUGH UT LOUD in this super quite environment I guess my lecturer must think that he have said something hilarious wtf
Due to time constraint it is 2.40pm now I gotta submit an assignment before 5pm  I can only post a few photos here

Gedik-green-not-so-snake snake


Cute-short-leg Miss Sailormoon wtf


Looking-for-a-bright-future-prisoner I mean teacher


Please-look-into-my-eyes Monk


Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!-I-am-trying-to-scare-u Snake


Hand-drawing-my-real-mustache husband and ermmm Cute wife 


Hui-Mou-Yi-Siao-trying-to-Fang-Dian-MJ-wanna-be villager


Tonight-yea-baby boyfriend and shy girlfriend


Lastly,

Say-hi-to-my-nostril villagers



If u guys read this dont punch me ok
XD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!



Thursday 26 September 2013

又一个星期了



一下子就到了第三个星期的星期四

时间真的过得很快,有时还真的觉得一天二十四小时都不够用。。可是往往又很爱在得空的时候又选择浪费时间 XD

就好现在这样,明天有一个30%的考试,两百个slides,我读了一半而已

可是我却选择写部落格

=_____________________="


还是读下书,免得拿到成绩时又后悔
再会咯

Friday 13 September 2013

School starts!

Haloha =D 
So I have my very 1st week of third year's semester 1 pass in a blink of eyes, so left 13 weeks..

I earned more sleeping time because quite a lot of classes were cancelled


But I am not that happy with what I have  came across in the first week..

Have our Chinese dance practices 5 hours per day because MMK is on next Wednesday.


Random photo taken in front of speed mart 99 after we have our dinner because we found that the light of the shop make all of us looked super fair LOL
Must take more photos because this semester is Lily's last semester

T____________________T

I was the leader for Chinese dance club right, so last week I have some discussions with all the seniors and decided to pass my post to one of the second year junior. Quite a relief of letting go something but at the same time I kinda worry also because the new leader's performance was quite disappointed me la..
May be she is the new leader so eventually I will expect something more from her, but the thing is she doesn't even show me her capability as a leader.. May be she doesn't care? Or may be she hasn't into it because intake of new members to the club is on next week so she automatically indicate that old members, old boss LOL
Anyway, may be I should just simply give some time to her to get use to it and everything will be fine!!
*trying to be positive! =)


Another reason why I not so happy is I felt like I am used by my friend.
T_____T
I am the assistance for my friend in one of the project. Both of us were required to make a handout for the entire project regards what's our responsibility and the way to deal with office and everything la. 
Then right before my sem break I have done a handout that already included everything that I know and passed to my friend. I was expecting her to do something on it..
God knows.. my friend summarised some information from mine, added in some words and claimed it as a new handout. She was then passed to me again and asked me to get it complete.
 I was like wtf!!!??? So what now!!???
Thats all u have done in the entire break!!??

I was really angry that time, if u cant make it who dont u tell me earlier!!
I know anger and complaints won't help as the due date of submitting the manual is really closed. So I rushed and redo everything and luckily I managed to pull everything together..

So when I done my manual, I called up my boss and handed it to him at night. At the same night I handed up the manual, I saw her helping another member to complete his manual. 
I was like wtfff again!!!!!!! I need ur help n where were u!!!!!!!!!???????? I treated u as a friend and what am I to u!!!!!?????

T_______________T

Huhhh.....

Ok, fine, whatever.

Next, new juniors coming in, but until now I don't have any interaction with them hahahaha
If u knw me, u probably knw that I am super anti-social until I really know and trust u.
*who the hell care about ur personality LOL
So yeah, like this lo, I feel super insecure when surround by groups and groups of unfamiliar people
Then I saw some of my friends like very close to people that I dont know or not so close, I feel like dont wanna talk to them also I dont know why sont ask me why LOL
Weirdo weirdo weirdo
But I guess things will turn better as time pass by, so...
Just have to be patient la


Enough of bubbling,
Night night

Saturday 7 September 2013

What I have achieved in 2nd year! =D

 When I was in holiday, sometimes I felt so bored and hoped to back to school asap. But 人就是那么犯贱, now I don't really feel like leaving my home. Ok laaaaaaa my house is very nearby, can come back every weekend hahahahaha
Anyway, before stepping into my brand new 3rd year dammitimsooldwth
 Let's flash back what I have achieved in my second! Summary on what I have done, what activities I have joined who I have met in my 2nd year! 
=)

1. Become a member of Jawatankuasa Tinggi Kolej aka JTK


These 3 awards I got it during our campus's prom night.


With the director of the prom night.
Taken during award giving ceremony in the afternoon.
I blogged about my experience being choose as my campus's secretary before. Of course I already resign now =) 
It is a very good experience. And very busy. Being a JTK, we have to attend all projects that held in my campus, sometimes by UM or even outside UM like the Ah Jib Gor's talk. Lol. 
There are 20+ projects in 1 year. Imagine this. Me myself have already joined few activities, dances and drama, which mostly require practises. Then whenever that 20+ projects are held, I have to joined. Not to forget those endless meeting that are needed for approval of projects.
Not sure u can imagine or not but I can assure u I fully spent every single night of my 2nd yr in all these but not study lol 
Basically our job scope is to help our campus authority to manage some of the student's stuff. We spent lotsa time for all this. Of course we get benefits from campus like


Free batik baju kurung, and the formal wear behind oso free one


Free 量身定作 blazer
With my full name sewed on it
A 3 rooms apartment with printer, modem, scanner, fridge, food prepared as jtk room. And campus also reload rm30 for us every month as we always need to contact all the projects, clubs manager for meeting.

2. Leader for Chinese Dance Club


These are my 2012/2013 club member. We won the 1st runner up during our inter-campus competition.
Due to several reasons, I was so stressed before or during the competition period.. My weight was dropped like hell. Completely no appetite and I remember once my friend handed me some food, I felt like vomiting.. Then whenever I saw and smell food I got the feeling of disgusting oso.. =( 
I used to be 47 or 48 sometimes 49 or 50 lol but I think I left 43kg only that time. =/ 


My ghost face..ady apply 50% filter but still couldn't cover the tiredness on my face =/
The worst part during that few months was I was having a super tough time to sleep.
Eyebags super heavy that time =/


Bruises on my knee cap, tight and my waist giving hard time to walk and lay down =/
Fortunately, I have the best team mate among all clubs in my campus. Everyone of them super supportive and being sweet even though I scolded them or when we lost in the competition..
Not to forget on the day of competition, tat day rained super heavily, more than 10 friends came over to help us in make up, dress up and also brought us dinner T____________T 
It's not that easy to handle a club like this, because I am not someone who is super pro in dancing, so I have to double up the effort in order to learn the dance as well as I can, to memories the steps, poses and position as well as I can.. I guess that's why I got myself a lot of bruises..
People always says that, no matter how tough a particular task is, you will enjoy it if you like what you are doing
Again. It is true. =)
I love this club so muchieee!! 

3. Vice president for Chinese Community


I blogged about this as well on the other day. =)
Again, is never easy to be a leader especially when there are seniors who are  waiting to judge u and pinpoint ur mistake wth
I am so glad to have a super good friend as president and my besties to be the other members. I think thats the main reason why I hearted cc soooooo much. 
 We plan, we eat, we play, we share, we have fun together. 
Like friends like family.


4. Get dean list


Dean list means final exam pointer achieved 3.7 and above
My faculty which is Science faculty will have a cert giving ceremony for those who achieved it



I have so much fun in my campus but I never forget my study one.
Sometimes I felt very guilty because I really didn't have time to study or do assignment as every single minute of my free time I spent on my campus's activities =(
And also chit chatting lol

At the end of my 1st year, me and chye mei gave ourselves a challenge that we have to get Dean List in our 2nd year!!


And we did it!!!
T_____________________T
*happy kid*

5. Choreographed 5 dances

Actually this is not the 1st time I choreographed a dance. The 1st dance was in my 1st year and it is a 扇子舞, tarian kipas, I did it together with my friend Wei Qi.

These 5 dances are all specially created for our drama group as the theme of the drama for last yr was musical. Dances take quite a lot of part in the drama.
And this choreographed thing was actually overlapped with my chinese dance that time.
I was super duper stress that moment because I know how important those dances were in the drama! I have to practise hard and take care of my chinese dance at the same time I have to squeeze my brain juice for the dances!

And I got no idea at all on how to choreographed a dramatic dance wthhhhhhhhhhhh

Anyway, at the end, together with the help of my besties especially Jun and Brad we managed to pull the dance together

T___________T


The gang always out of control in the middle of practising hahahahahahaha



So the 5 dances are snake dances, umbrella dance, tarian kipas, villagers picking tea leaves dance and couple dance.
Sounds funny but it is not funny at all =p

I personally took part in one of the snake dance, it is the toughest dance to choreograph among all because I was dancing so I can't split myself for dancing and at the same time to adjust all the dance movement..

Anyway all feedback that I received were positive!! Really really happy about it as I was my first time to accept such task!!

6. Take part in drama

That wad my first time took part in drama n I have to sacrificed my image lol
Beside snake my another character was Ah Long who named Sailormoon wtf


LOOK AT MY HAIR I COULDN'T BELIEVED I HAVE DONE THAT
Since I was a Dai Lou, I have 2 leng who named the Sun and the Moon respectively wth hahahahahaha


Director of the drama.
Prettier photo of myself to balance up the uglyness or funniness above lol


7. Sing on the prom night stage


Best dressed of the night. Guy on the right only lol


Applied super light make up that night
=)
SINGING IS MY WEAKNESS OMGGGGG
I can't singgggggg!! I mean my singing not really that nice laaaa, my voice is flat and I can only sing very softly. My pitch 100% gone whenever I try to sing louder a lil bit. Arghhhhhhhhhhh
Imagine few hundreds people watching u singing. Wthhhhhhh
But what to do, as JTK we were all required to perform during the prom night.
Singing is the best choice because it required less practices lol
Guess what, the song we chose was Breaking Free. Right, high school musical punya breaking free!!
Hahahahahaha it was fun though =)
Someone capture the video, u can view it on my fb wall if u wanted to enjoy my singing wtf

7. Race around KL and PJ area


Me n Hui Ni and Melody and Yih Hai formed a team.


Sisters! =D
This is actually a competition that organise by our campus that involved all UM students. It is exactly the same as amazing race in the show where u hv to ran around to collect clues and pass all the station games to win.




Simply looked at the photo I guess u can imagine hw many stations we have been through rite?? XD



So the above are the 7 most unforgettable so called achievement in my 2nd year.
Of course I still got a lot more to share but I guess it is long enough for this post.

Perhaps next time I can share more about my experiences during my 2nd yr.
=)

Good night my bear.
Good night everyone

=)

Thursday 5 September 2013

Throwback #1 Family gathering and Preview Screening



Have the super early Mooncake Festival celebration with family at my aunty's house.


Quite lotsa people gather together. But I wasnt really got the mood that night so I left earlier with my papa.



The other day Melody gimme a preview screening ticket from Nuffnag!
*Thankiu thankiu
=D

The movie was We are the Millers.
We queued about half n hour to redeem our ticket. I think 8tv was having some competition and they gave out the same movie ticket oso.



Eyes a bit swallow because few minutes ago I was crying while telling my bear the problem that bothering me for days hehehe 

Anyway the movie really laugh my ass out!!
The story is about a drug dealer hire a fake family (a stripper, a virgin and a runaway) smuggle drug from Mexico to his country.
*The movie have age gate
Really funny la, but I dunno how to describe how funny it was, most probably is because the way they talk and the language they use hahaha
*But the fella who sat next to me seemed to be very calm LOL


What a mood boosting night I have! 
=D

Update! =D

So my last post was in May huh
Couldn't believe last few months ago I was in deep sorrow but now I am back to heaven LOL
*Sorry tj I didn't see dao ur comment so no reply dao =) *

Anyway the happy Moon is backed! 
=D
So here u go picture of myself in Ang Ang lace-polka dot nicole dress
Not so pretty but nevermind!!! =D



There are so many internal thoughts in my mind, but I find myself had grown up and able to handle things in a more positive way I guess *smile

Sometimes we just have to accept the truth and move on. 
It's true. So true.
*Melody, if u r reading this, I m so sorry for ur granny..
You lost her but the happy moments u guys spent together will never faded.
Love leaves memories in our heart
=)

Ok, that's all for this post
Perhaps I ll update it again in the next few hours if I couldn't sleep again hehehe

Bubye



Saturday 18 May 2013

Blank

是我变冷漠了吗?
还是我变无情了?
一个又一个人在我的面前掉泪
一开始会跟着痛哭,
慢慢的只会默默流泪,
现在呢?
眼泪在眼睛里打转,
让自己把它吞会进肚子里
想在有机会的时候才哭出来
可是,现在我尽然哭不出来
哭不出的感觉原来是这样的
是不是因为一直让自己忘记呢
感觉很空很空
真的感觉好像在发梦一样
很希望快点睁开眼睛
好像什么事都没发生一样
大家都快快乐乐健健康康

我要坚强
我会坚强的

Friday 17 May 2013

I am backed

Right, I am backed.


Never though that will I miss here so much, 
Dear bloggie, I am still love you
Sorry for ignoring you for such a long time, a lot of things have changed when I wasn't here
And I couldn't catch up with all those chances
Something stuck inside my heart and make me hard to breath
I feel suffocated
I am tired
 Struggling with those emotion that hide at the bottom of my heart
I wanted to shout, wanted to let go of all the thoughts, and be happy again
but I cant
It is not that I am trying to hide or cheat, I just don't know what are they
A lot of problems crashed me again and again this semester, I am not sure for how long I can hold myself
But one thing to be sure is I will not breakdown easily
I promise I will stay strong and be happy in every moment I can


"Even when the moon looks like it's waning,it's actually never changing shape. Don't ever forget that."
- Ai Yazawa