I am backed

Right, I am backed.

Never though that will I miss here so much, 

Dear bloggie, I am still love you

Sorry for ignoring you for such a long time, a lot of things have changed when I wasn't here

And I couldn't catch up with all those chances

Something stuck inside my heart and make me hard to breath

I feel suffocated

I am tired

 Struggling with those emotion that hide at the bottom of my heart

I wanted to shout, wanted to let go of all the thoughts, and be happy again

but I cant

It is not that I am trying to hide or cheat, I just don't know what are they

A lot of problems crashed me again and again this semester, I am not sure for how long I can hold myself

But one thing to be sure is I will not breakdown easily

I promise I will stay strong and be happy in every moment I can

"Even when the moon looks like it's waning,it's actually never changing shape. Don't ever forget that."

- Ai Yazawa 

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